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Being someone who is attentive in school and doesn't go out and party, I don't have many friends. The friends I do have are a good group; nice, funny, understanding. So if they're so understanding, why did they suddenly tell me they hated me? Why did they suddenly tell me to "get lost" when all I'd been doing was standing around and occasionally laugh at some of their jokes?

I trusted them: all of them. I respected them, I defended them when people called them losers and retards, I understood their problems, I treated them as if they were fucking FAMILY and now all of a sudden, they blow me off because they don't think that I'm good enough to still be one of their friends? Now I'm down to three of my best friends at school, two of which have been ignored to the point that they stopped trying and the other one who was just told the same thing I was told today. You know what you guys? Fuck you. Fuck you for making me feel like I don't matter, alienating me like everyone else does at school, making me feel so alone and pretty much screwing up my social life in general.

Can't fucking stand my girlfriend sometimes. I've gone to the library with her every fucking day for the last 2 weeks to be with her while she studies. Then today, she asked if i wanted to come, I was in the middle of some 3v3's in World of Warcraft so i told her i would meet her there in about 20 minutes. Thats when shit hit the fan. She tells me "yeah right, you probably aren't gonna come" and i just get really furious. "What do you mean i'm not going to come?" I'm mad because shit, i've been with her at the library every day from around 2pm until 10pm. EVERY DAY. And then when i ask if i can be given 10-20 minutes, she tells me i probably won't come? what?! Who does she think she is to say that?

Then i send her a text and say that it hurt my feelings and that i was frustrated that she would say that. So she pulls her typical bullshit. 'yeah well i heard you say on WoW that pat wasn't even online" because i told her i was busy doing something with my friend. So i try to explain to her how the game works. me: "no he logged off to switch characters" then she pulls the typical, girly "whatever, it doesn't matter. i don't know if i believe you right now"

WFHCACLA?! WTF?! ALL I WANTED WAS LIKE 20 MINUTES. I told her i would meet her there?! what the fuckckcckck?! So now she's whining and bitching and giving me the "i don't really care, but i just hate it when people try to make it seem like its for me whensdfsfsf.kjsf" WTHF ARE OU TALKING ABOUT?

I'm about go check her birth control pills to see if its her time of the month, this is fucking bullshit.

I am PISSED :(

You know that feeling when you just feel the need to strangle somebody, yet you don't quite know why you have that feeling? If I may note that this somebody is no one in particular.

It just feels a bit bitter, I feel a bit too lonely which is obviously why I am on an anonymous rant and I know for a fact that it might not do me much good cuz I'm not letting it out to anybody who could comfort me.