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Por qué cojones le estoy dando cuerda a una ex que me dejó como si fuera una mierda y tiró 9 años y medio de relación como si no hubiera pasado nada y no le importase?

Es que soy gilipollas o que?

Translation courtesy of google....

Why the hell am I giving him a rope to ex that left me like a shit and threw 9 years and a half relationship as if nothing had happened and do not mind?

I am gilipollas o que?

We have many talents here at UnleashYourAnger.com but one of them is not speaking Spanish...  Anyone got a better translation??  

To start, I get it: my problems are not the end of the world, and there are people who have it worse. I understand that, and I'm not trying to say otherwise. I'm tired of people acting high and mighty when others rant, but that's a rant for another day.

I despise my family; my mom, my dad, my siblings. I can't stand spending time with them. It seems like whenever there's a problem in their lives, they take it out on me. They say the same things over and over and over again. My mom can't go for one day without finding a new problem with me, my dad gets angry about stupid things, and my siblings are bitches who always make those things worse.

I'm not a fucking teenager; by now, I shouldn't be having these fucking problems. Some would say that's my fault. They've never met my family. We're going through a rough time, and I've been doing everything possible to help out, whether it's offering to help with daily chores, or just having a friendly conversation to get their minds off stress. Have they ever thanked me? Do they even understand that I'm trying to help? Of course not. Every friendly conversation turns into a fight with them.

They think everything is so easy for me, because I'm not living on my own. They think going to one of the country's top colleges should be a cakewalk, and that I'm not even trying to do well. They think my life is all fucking sunshine and roses. It's getting to the point where I try to avoid talking to them at all.

Even when there isn't a specific fight going on, they still act like they hate me. It's like they wish I wasn't here. Of course, they NEVER have any problems with my siblings, both of whom are so unlikable that they bring up fights with their friends on a daily basis.

I'm glad I'm going back to school soon; I need a break from these assholes.

Being someone who is attentive in school and doesn't go out and party, I don't have many friends. The friends I do have are a good group; nice, funny, understanding. So if they're so understanding, why did they suddenly tell me they hated me? Why did they suddenly tell me to "get lost" when all I'd been doing was standing around and occasionally laugh at some of their jokes?

I trusted them: all of them. I respected them, I defended them when people called them losers and retards, I understood their problems, I treated them as if they were fucking FAMILY and now all of a sudden, they blow me off because they don't think that I'm good enough to still be one of their friends? Now I'm down to three of my best friends at school, two of which have been ignored to the point that they stopped trying and the other one who was just told the same thing I was told today. You know what you guys? Fuck you. Fuck you for making me feel like I don't matter, alienating me like everyone else does at school, making me feel so alone and pretty much screwing up my social life in general.

Can't fucking stand my girlfriend sometimes. I've gone to the library with her every fucking day for the last 2 weeks to be with her while she studies. Then today, she asked if i wanted to come, I was in the middle of some 3v3's in World of Warcraft so i told her i would meet her there in about 20 minutes. Thats when shit hit the fan. She tells me "yeah right, you probably aren't gonna come" and i just get really furious. "What do you mean i'm not going to come?" I'm mad because shit, i've been with her at the library every day from around 2pm until 10pm. EVERY DAY. And then when i ask if i can be given 10-20 minutes, she tells me i probably won't come? what?! Who does she think she is to say that?

Then i send her a text and say that it hurt my feelings and that i was frustrated that she would say that. So she pulls her typical bullshit. 'yeah well i heard you say on WoW that pat wasn't even online" because i told her i was busy doing something with my friend. So i try to explain to her how the game works. me: "no he logged off to switch characters" then she pulls the typical, girly "whatever, it doesn't matter. i don't know if i believe you right now"

WFHCACLA?! WTF?! ALL I WANTED WAS LIKE 20 MINUTES. I told her i would meet her there?! what the fuckckcckck?! So now she's whining and bitching and giving me the "i don't really care, but i just hate it when people try to make it seem like its for me whensdfsfsf.kjsf" WTHF ARE OU TALKING ABOUT?

I'm about go check her birth control pills to see if its her time of the month, this is fucking bullshit.