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What an ass. I liked him a lot. He asked me out, and I said yes. We went out for 5 days then I lost my virginity to him. The Next day I guess I could feel him giving me the cold shoulder. He breaks up with me, says we went to fast and wants to be friends.

Well I get over it in 2 days, and want to be friends but still blows me off like the fucking red neck he is. What an asshole.

I also got this friend, fucks about every guy she meets, and flirts with every guy I try to get with. What the hell? What kind of friend is it where shes gotta be a damn skank? I swear one of these days I'm gonna lay her out. Her and her fat ass.

I am normally a fairly complacent person.  Not this time... Holding stress in is a potentially fatal thing to do and I need to let this out.  I am a felon.  Not because I go out of my way to hurt people.  Not because I am an inherently evil person.  It is because I made a mistake that got me a misdemeanor charge, followed by a traffic stop that taught me just how far out of hand things have gotten.  As it turns out, driving while suspended (which many people reasonably consider necessary in our society) is one of those "we don't want citizens, we want inmates" kind of laws.  Here in Ore*on, it ranges from a violation (like a seatbelt ticket) to a felony (like murder).  Upon further investigation, it is one of many laws that seem to exist strictly to turn average people into criminals.

I call bulls***.  I am under thirty, but I find myself using this phrase: "Back in my day."  Back in my day (i.e. the 80s), a felony meant bad.  Really bad.  It used to mean the offendor truely offended society.  Now, they are making felons of people who drive when they shouldn't, people who say unpopular things, people who are not bad people...  They say driving is a privilege and not a right... Tell that to anyone who has a job and a home more than an hour's walk apart.  Tell the politicians who have racked up criminal charges like a kid in an arcade racked up tickets to buy whistles and candy.  Sadly, our "leaders" tend to commit, and get away with, more crimes per capita than the "bad neighborhoods" they are constantly promising to "clean up." The problem is, they get this neat little security blanket that says that they have to be impeached first before they can be charged with crimes, and even then, when do they ever face justice...? I say, as citizens and voters, let's turn the tables.  Let's see how those who want call everyone a criminal react if we (their bosses, so says all the paperwork that gives them power) turn it around, and try to hold them accountable for their actions.  How do you think these bast***s (not all of them, just most) would respond if we, the public, demanded that our elected officials own up to their actions -- face the same consequences that we do for what they've dubbed crimes.  Or maybe even be charged with treason when they knowingly act against the wishes of their constituents (because what is treason if not doing what is wrong for your country?)  As it sits now, there are not enough people willing to stand up for what this country once, and should, stand for.  With a little effort from a lot of people, we might have a chance of keeping the United States of America a free country.  But what do I know?  I'm just a felon.

People always ask me why I'm nothing like an open book. In fact, people really hate me for not being a "sharer" and barely opening up.

This the catch: when I do open up to someone that I fully trust and somebody that I do genuinely believe will be understanding, immediately they just stay silent after an out pour or confession, and then proceed to ignore me or act like I'd never told them anything.

Then when I refuse to open up about anything else that's on my chest, they get heavily annoyed and say that if I don't trust them enough with my problems, then maybe we shouldn't even be friends. That's when my anger sometimes gets the best of me because I just coolly retort by pointing out their past behaviour or reaction to when I last opened up. Then they just get angry at me and call me a cold fish.

So therefore, people who do this, next time you tell a friend things like "You can tell me everything! I would never judge you..." do not go all 360 on them. Otherwise, next time? Just keep your mouth shut instead of causing your "friend" more grief than is necessary.