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Hi patrons in library where I volunteer.

I would like to draw attention to the fact that I am a volunteer and therefore when I spend my afternoon there I'm doing it for nothing. That's right, I could be sitting at home watching Days of Our Lives, but I am at the library with you. For nothing. Because I want to get some experience working with people and helping people to learn.

When I approach you on your computers and spend five seconds letting you know that if you need any help using them you are welcome to ask me, this is also something I do not have to do. Just by sitting at my table for an afternoon I am fulfilling my volunteer duties. However, I want people to know about all the services offered by the library and I want to make sure people get the most possible out of it, and this aim is one very much supported by the paid library staff.

So, what the hell is with just shrugging and saying "so?" Are you fucking kidding me? I just offered you free help. I'm not telling you that you have to get it, I'm saying that if you want help it's available. Don't fucking shrug at me. In the real world of polite people, when we are offered help that we don't need at that point in time we say "thank you" and leave it. I know it's not your fault and I know you can't know, but I have struggled for years with anxiety and am just starting to put my life back together, so the last thing I need is to feel like the positive things I'm doing are somehow wrong. Crawl back into your hole and die.
      

Patient comes in nervous and she pissed away a good tooth.  "I'm too scared of needles so that's why I don't come in."  Looked at the tooth and I tell her I can't save it.  Gotta pull it out, sorry.  See you in a week.

2 months later she comes back because it's starting to hurt again.  "I don't want a shot" and I swear she's regressing in age.  She's looking like a 4 year old which coincidentally allowed me to give her two shots.  I told her you can go to an OS (oral surgeon) and get sedated but you gotta pay (a lot I think).  "Okay, lets try it," she says.  I'm about to give her the injection when she closes up.  "Please open", I tell her.  "I'm nervous and I know I'm going to close my mouth", was her quick reply.  Okay, I'm thinking oral surgeon, but she opens just wide enough for me to give her an injection.  5 minutes later she's numb.

I explain to her what she's going to feel and "Is it going to hurt?" comes up which I say not if I gave the right injection.  I test the area out by poking her with a sharp explorer, and she says, "Owww." to the first poke, but she says nothing about the 2nd, 3rd, 4th, or even 5th poke.  She says that it hurts.  I prepare her 2nd injection but she objects.  I tell her if it hurts, then you're probably not numb enough.  I give her a second one and 1/3 of another one just around the tooth.

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I'm ineligible for minority scholarships and fellowships. I'm fucking Jewish. We had a little think called, I don't know, the fucking HOLOCAUST and a thousand years of getting the shit kicked out of us and I can't get a grant to attend the professional training I want to.

Black, yes you should get a scholarship. Latino, yes. American Indian, oh God yes get a scholarship. But Asian? Seriously? Asians are considered more at need than a poor-ass Kike like me? And women? That last one seriously pisses me off. My sister can get a scholarship I can't? Someone with the exact same socio-economic opportunities but with a cunt instead of a cock gets scholarships and fellowship opportunities I can't? Yes, it's to make up for the inequalities her grandmother faced, but oh wait. That was my grandmother too.

In other words, fuck this shit. Give the money to whoever has the most ability to do the job and the least ability to pay. If that's not me, fine. But to reject me just because my skin is white and because I have a cock? Idi-fucking-otic.

Imagine someone has trained to be a neurosurgeon all their life. So rather than getting him to perform the surgery, you hire two plumbers, tell them to have a go, and get the neurosurgeon to make sure they are doing OK, and fix up anything in the "unlikely event anything goes wrong".

Sounds stupid huh?

So why the hell did you take our flagship product, give it to two useless developers who have a history of writing crappy code, and then get me to to not only check and tell them whats wrong, but fix anything thats screwed up? Let's see: how about instead of paying one guy to X amount of work, we pay him twice as much to make his life miserable and get the same amount of work done in double the time. All so that we can additionally pay two useless dudes for screwing things up.

And you complain we don't have enough funding. Bloody hell.