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For the Love of an Animal (and not sucky family) |
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RantRank: 177 - Rant on (49 votes)
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Submitted by Anonymous
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I do everything! I take care of everyone in this house I have a
disabled mom, a lazy sister, and a stepfather who works all the time! I
don't get to go out with friends I don't get to go to college I don't
get to have my own life. I am 24 years old living at home because my
sister won't get off her ass and help her own mother. But what happens
I ask for something I need and I am told "when you get a job you can
get it". What the hell have I been trying to do there aren't many
places that will work around your home life! I do everything and get
told I never help that I am lazy and I will never be anything. All I
hear is "get me this get me that" and not even by my mom who can't even
do anything no it's from my sister who is at the computer 24/7.
I clean almost all day long because as soon as I get one room done another room looks like a tornado hit it. I go clean that room the room I just cleaned looks awful. I love my mom but she doesn't get the pressure she lays on me if I take one day to do what I need to do for me she has a huge fucking blowout on me telling me how I just sit on my fat ass all day and I never do anything right.
I of course have a mental breakdown and start bawling like a kid and start having chest pains hyperventilating and hating myself for who knows what! It depresses me that someone I basically gave up my entire life to help just doesn't care at all...
I have talked to therapist yeah they were a lot of help pshh. I tell them the only reason I am still standing is I don't want to leave my dogs and I get looked at like I am truly insane! I find it a little fucked up that I don't want to live for my family but the only thing keeping me here is an animal!!!!
But whatever life is fucked up and I have to deal...
Readers have left 3 comments. 1. Kilbasame You need vacation. Go away (with your dog) for a week or two and let them miss you. Make them realize what they are missing. Only then they will realize how much value you bring to the family. 2. Guest User 24? You are super young!! Don't worry! Your time will come! 3. ThomasK F'ck 'em. Just get a job, move away, and take your doggie with you. stop paying for therapies. My dog provides it, and all it costs me is scooping up its shit. |
