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RantRank: 81 - I guess so (49 votes)
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Submitted by BadDay
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OMFG! Ok well I'm angry...but not at someone else...I am fricken pissed at myself and how fucking shallow i am. I wanted to break up with you! You finally broke up with me but after i instigated it to the point you couldn't handle it anymore. Now you have a grilfriend and its pissing me off to no extent. I hate her for being with you and making you happy. I hate that I wish you weren't happy even though it was all my fault. I don't want you back, but i don't want you with her either! I don't want you to be happy...and it's all my fault... i hate myself for being so shallow. I HATE it.I pride myself on being so great well hell, i'm no better then anyone else...i'm just as much of an asshole as everyone else...and i hate it...I wish i could be...better. I wish i could be happy for you and be able to be gracious and kind and all that bullshit i try to live by...but i can't... I hate being with you and I hate not being yours. I fucking feel bipolar. I was happy until my best friend told me all about your new relationship with that skank. I don't want to think about you, i don't want you to affect me. I told you i loved you but that was a lie, now i wish i really did love you, them maybe i could stand you and not feel so lonely. Since when did we have to be in love anyway? Couldn't we be together without having to use the word "love"? Not like i didn't want to break up with you anyway. You're too far away and i cant live off of promises and the good will of my family for letting you stay over. I hate you. I hate that i wish i could want you. I hate that i hate that girl. I just hate this whole thing...
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