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Pretty sure my mother hates me! Today she was talking about "If I didn't have children I would be bored." but then she said "You know I wouldn't I would probably have the life I wanted I was a go getter." I let it slide but it obviously hurt my feelings. She treats me like a dirty dishrag I am to do everything I am told even when I am not told. Keep in mine I am 25 years old! I still live at home by choice I put my whole life on hold to help her since she is disabled. I clean, cook basically anything that needs to be done I am the one who does it.

But daily I get told I didn't do this this and this right. I waited to long to clean the house I am an embarrassment because the house is not spit shined when we have company. I am also not the only adult in the house it is me my mom my stepfather and my 22 year old sister (she has no valid reason to stay home other than she doesn't want to work). It all lays on my shoulders. Pay the bills, make the phone calls, take care of her and my dogs, clean the house, have my stepfather a plate of food when he gets home, do laundry, keep my room clean, do the yard work. And if it isn't all done by 3 pm all hell breaks loose.

I am a smart girl I graduated 3rd in highschool. I could have went to any college I wanted but I chose to help family instead. Now everyday I wish I were never born lately wished I was dead. It just seems like they all want me gone but they all treat me like their own personal slave. I have to sneak to sit down and rest sometimes and every morning I wake up in fear that the house isn't clean enough.

I just hate my life I miss being happy and laughing. I am so angry if I were to open my mouth wide enough fire would probably come busting out! Why can't anyone be treated with respect!