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Holy shit, girlfriend...
Sometimes I just can't fucking stand you. I look after you, I've given up everything for you, but you are still a whiny insecure kid who won't grow the fuck up.
Yes, I am allowed to feel bad when you say you have bad thoughts that make you feel like you don't love me. Don't guilt-trip me for feeling bad about it saying that if I do feel bad about such thoughts, they must be true. Stop asking me to promise you the thoughts are wrong, I don't fucking know, YOU should tell me that. I need you to tell me if you believe that or not because I feel like you are just with me because you are used to it and don't wanna be alone.
Stop making me feel like I have to be happy every single second of my life. NO, idiot, if I just told you I feel bad, that means at this precise moment, I'm not happy. Do not just cry and ask ME to comfort YOU, it's the other way round, damnit, I need you in those moments!
And if I feel bad because I miss the people I've left behind for you, don't turn it into 'OMG, you are not happy with me!' It's NOT that, if I weren't happy I'd just leave you! I am allowed to miss my friends every now and then, because I haven't seen them in months. I moved from my country to be with you, but it's not easy, ok? I'm still getting used to it, damn.
And ffs, stop whining and crying when I suggest trying something different in sex. It's not a weird twisted fetish, it's simply oral sex. I just suggested TRYING because I get bored of the ol' hand down there (you see, lesbian sex can be a bit dull sometimes). You are happy enough to receive it, but won't do it back. Don't blame me for feeling kind of upset about it sometimes!
Ugh.
Readers have left 5 comments. 1. StevenO Yeah, everyone's doing it! Do it!! 2. Boscorelli Yes, you can express your emotions, feel bad, lean on someone WITHOUT feeling guilty. She shouldn't be turning this back around on you. Sometimes it can be about you and not her.
Jeesh, this one echoes well in my life too. 3. swesson I think this sort of arrangement occurs often in couples. How one is always the mature, dependable, big brother/sister kind, while the other is the whiny one that needs it. Isn't this why they say oldest kid gets along with the youngest kid? 4. Guest User My husband and I are both youngest, and I will admit...we are both whiners and it's shitty. Thank you for listening. 5. Guest User i feel your god damn pain buddy |
