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Submitted by Anonymous
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Dear, Ahem.... Boy,
I have tried to talk to you. I have tried my hardest to explain how I feel to you, but you just weren’t up to par with me. I hate how you are so oblivious to the most obvious things, like how I gave you a heart silly band when cuddling the last night we were together and the next day you blatantly gave it to a girl right in fucking front of me. How much more stupid could you get? I’ve tried to deny this attribute for the longest time but it’s so clear to me now that my ignorance only hurt me even more in the end. I should be able to spot out such important flaws in a guy way before I fall for him. And it’s true, I did fall for you. But this is the first time I have ever been so disgusted by such a handsome person. And you may be handsome on the outside but my god you are a selfish, stupid and oblivious boy at heart. You have no idea how much suspense you’ve put me through, the kind of stress that no one needs in their life. It’s because of you that I am not confident because you make life seem so perfect, like it’s too good to be true, and then I realize it is too good to be true. How can I move on when I am on a rollercoaster from Hell, strapped to the seat and on fire? I never want to see your face again, but you’re everywhere. No matter what I do, there you are. It’s like a disease that I can’t get rid of and you are the constant itch on my shoulder that won’t go away. The tiny bugs bite in between my toe, made by the tiniest source but causing the biggest amount of annoyance. Its times that I think of you like this, the times that I wish I never thought of you that you occur in my dreams. Every night I see you, I’ve kissed you in my dreams. I have wandered in the middle of the night to your house in my dreams just to sneak into bed without you knowing I was there, and leaving in the morning. It seems that when I was in love with you I would have done anything to have these dreams about you, but now they are like the turmoil that boils my heart into thousands of painful bubbles that follow up my throat and make me scream your name in hate. You are an oblivious boy with no chance in changing, which is why I must change. I must not change for you though; I am changing for myself so I can find a man that is better than you in every aspect, because I deserve it.
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